11.20.2009

great things list #17

















the place where I'm hoping to spend some quality time over the next week.
can be dreamy, especially when the sunshine joins me.

11.17.2009

finding the way




















for some reason, at this time of year is when I wish I could visit Paris.
something about walking around that beautiful old city, all covered in twinkling lights.

anyways. Paris. Please.

I'd like a getaway.

11.07.2009

being four

















one of several birthday parties for the 4-yr old. sunny afternoon at the farm. roasted hot dogs & marshmallows over the fire. and a walk around the pond.

if you ask him, he'll offer up that he still kinda feels three sometimes.






















I made him a superhero cape. and it didn't take long to figure out that capes are fun to run around in.




















and he is very much one of my heroes.

11.01.2009

the pumpkin & the elephant


















my favorite halloween visitors.
were given specially made gingersnaps.
the elephant was excitably moving around so much,
that it was hard to capture a picture.


















until she discovered her candy stash again.

10.24.2009

daredevil













I bought a scanner.

this is me, on my bigwheel. It is a little out of focus, since it is a high-speed action shot. I've heard from both of my parents that I was fearless on this thing. and often scared them to death, with bigwheelin' speed, twists & turns.

it is possible this was the only time I've ever been thought of as a daredevil.

I avoid things that frighten me. And I don't always make the best decisions, because of that fear. but I think in doing so, I ignore my own strength.

and i've been working on that. trying to be a little more of a daredevil. and hoping that if I take some chances, I might find that fun ride on a bigwheel again.

10.18.2009

rusty

















fall in kansas. rusty-colored milo.
where I live now, is where I grew up. and it will always feel like my home. sometimes wonder if it is meant to always be.

the leaves have finally changed. and there are shades of fall everywhere. and today's wind is leaving them everywhere scattered.

enjoyed my evening out last night. but it left my today feeling more quiet than normal.

spending time today prepping my kitchen for some fresh paint. for something brighter.

and thinking about the season changing. what is ahead. and how it is a person knows, what the right path is. how to fit the future into the present.

10.06.2009

leaves falling





















harvested the basil from the garden.
all the green is fading.
feel the need to buy new, warm socks & sweaters.
crowding all my plants into my few sunny windows.
found some fallen oak tree leaves in the backyard.
my mums are blooming in orange, pink & purple.
fall is very pretty.
but, I can't escape knowing, that what follows it, is winter.

9.25.2009

fall falling





















fall is here. today it is chilly in my house. and I couldn't wear flipflops outside, for fear of cold toes.

over the summer, some things happened.

-finally, I stripped off leafy wallpaper and made my front room pretty. I've now fixed the things left behind by former owners. now to start fixing other things.
-someone I saw goodness in, finally showed me that what goodness he had, he wasn't going to give to me.
-my niece learned the cuteness of waving and saying hi & goodbye.
-my nephew got a bike.
-my garden has gone from green, productive happiness to prettily fading away.
-i started riding my bike again.
-I got to see two people I adore, get married with honkytonk & honey.
-enjoyed yet another Winfield, with amazing weather. one of the prettiest places to take an afternoon nap.
-got overwhelmed (or no longer felt worried) by my books on politics, history and Lincoln. so, started reading short stories again.
-I got to be around friends and family that love me for who I am.
-and oh, came down with a cold.

9.03.2009

for the soul

















a cure for a rainy day, for getting up on the wrong side of the bed, for a bad work day. or just the plain ol' blahs.

having the two most important people in the world, come over, dump out every toy in the toybox, and play on your living room floor.

8.29.2009

a.word.a.day forwhy

just found this word.a.day in my inbox from awhile ago.

sums it up, doesn't it?

forwhy

pronunciation:
(for-hwy)

meaning:
adverb: why.
conjuction: because.

8.26.2009

morning quiet
















a very quiet morning. just the distant hum of the highway, and insects humming overhead.

squirrels sitting in high branches, drop pieces of walnuts & acorns. in no rhythm, the pieces plop onto my lawn.

everything covered in rain. from an overnight storm, which I didn't wake up to.















it is cloudy, and cool. and the kind of morning which, if you didn't have to get out of bed, you wouldn't.

8.02.2009

catching up july...some more

















saw lyle lovett and his large band play, last weekend in Salina.

















though, first we stopped at the Cozy Inn for some burgers, chips and pop.


















the show was at the beautiful, old Stiefel Theatre. we had our programs flapping, (like old ladies in church, lyle commented) because of the heat. but the sound was great, as were our center balcony seats.

















the theatre is full of old architectural elements. but many I couldn't capture without using my flash.

















my friends and I were almost speechless in enjoyment and excitement.

and I left with a tank top that reads "lyle lovett my baby don't tolerate"

catching up july

back in mid-july. my brother had an art opening at one of our downtown galleries. the cobalt gallery, inside the pages bookshop.
















my brother has the ability to be good at whatever he attempts. he can create beautiful and mysterious things. this includes his darling children.







































a fun evening. (wish my photos did better justice to the art.)

7.15.2009

mid-july



















with harvest over. and the 4th now past. we've past summer's mid-point. now we get the heat.

we had a storm last night. one of those summer things that blow a strong hot wind, then crack & thunder, rainy. then you wake up to wet morning air.

realizing how i'm not ready to lose summer yet. last night I munched on a salad made mostly of freshly-picked tomatoes & cukes.

and the morning light is so much brighter than winter's.

the cicadas hum as the sun drops. I find their outer shells in the morning, tucked into my garden plants.

and the fireflies come out. like night sky glimmers.

if only it wasn't too hot to bake some cookies.

(image found courtesy of Google's Life archive)

7.14.2009

105degrees and roma tomatoes





















a fat green roma tomato, an heirloom plant. which my mother gave to me.
over a hundred degrees today.

the tomatoes surely enjoyed the heat.

summer seems to be moving too fast.

my thoughts are not moving along with it.

6.29.2009

summertime

















at day, hot. in the evening, warm. at night, breezes.

cicadas & fireflies.

eating out of the garden.





















handfuls of purple coneflower.

and in a couple of days, a pool party with fireworks.

6.14.2009

kansas june saturday















evening at my brother's. kids ran around in swimsuits.
except my nephew, determined to be naked.
friends. family. beer. food. soft summer air. cool in the shade.
a hayrack ride. without the hay. and with an old smelly tractor.
wheat is ready to harvest.
soybeans are just coming up.






















my smiley niece. in a dress that I made for her.
she's more than just cute.




6.07.2009

bicycle dreams















this western "fairway" flyer didn't sell at my neighbor's garage sale. so, they had put it on the curb for trash.

I walked by it and couldn't pass.

she's a little heavy. and a little rusty. but when I sat on the seat, seemed to be a perfect fit.
so now she waits, in my garage. for someone to make her pretty again. so I can go for a ride.

one day. dream a little dream.

6.03.2009

june time

june.
it starts right after I turn another year older. gasp.
it gets hot. you "have" to turn on the a/c for the first time.
and then it rains. and everything is cool again.
you get your first sunburn.
and you remember that with the amazing growing garden you have, you also have gangly, indestructible, chameleon weeds.

















a new dress for little A.
sewing for myself, just not as much fun.





















learning to grow tomatoes in pots.
in effort to get more sun.

















sweet peppers.

















and that basil, is happily in the ground. (but, somebody has been munching on my marigolds)

5.24.2009

may weekend




































































some things mother nature has going on for my birthday.

so along with a pretty bouquet from my mom, a lovely fantastic spa afternoon with friends, and a late morning of pancakes and sunbathing, I've had a good weekend. and I've got presents, a manicure & pedicure, and a sunburn to show for it. and it hasn't quite ended yet. since I still have dinner, and have yet another day off from work tomorrow.

thanks everyone, who wouldn't let me forget today.

5.15.2009

storms and sunsets






























this afternoon rolled in a big storm. of the sort I imagine we only see in Kansas. heavy, dark, warm, humid, then all of a sudden filled with cold wind. clouds billowing. and then the rain falls.
and you wonder if the hail will. and you listen.

















and it all filters away. leaving everything wet. and with different anticipation.
after it tumbled out, the sun went down. and as it did, I tried to capture the glow it left on my house.

and now for the weekend.

5.10.2009

into may days

















I had decided to thin out my geranium population & thrown one into my compost pile. this one has decided to continue living.

I always forget how rainy early May is. I managed to get my tomatoes planted, and some zinnia seeds. but all else, still waits. I know it will be warm soon enough.

knowing that I'll be a part of the now, 2nd annual, Garden tour this year. means I keep thinking about July.

in the meantime, being stuck inside means I should go clean my bathroom.

on the agenda for the summer, getting back onto my bike. I've even found a kind bicycle-y soul who will get it tuned up & fixed for me.

happy mother's day to all my motherly figures out there.

4.28.2009

two days and two cries later...





























the other night we got rain.
more than a little. all at once.

we missed a tornado, but got the wind.
made everything muddy, and messy with debris.
my backyard became a pond.

and throughout the past two days, I've periodically been in the basement.
praying my sump pump would keep going.
as I dumped gallons upon gallons of water from the water-vac into the pump.

two days, and two breakdown-and-cries-b/c-i'm-overwhelmed later, I think the water has lowered...in the basement and the backyard.

but, it is supposed to rain again. hoping it only sprinkles.

4.23.2009

open windows
















I think of how many times during the winter,
I wanted a day warm enough to open my windows.

and now, I'm amazed it is here.
breezes, birds, lawn mowers and warmth.

last night's crashing thunderstorms kept me awake,
and the cat hiding downstairs.
but this morning, everything green...looked brighter than it did yesterday.

4.21.2009

almost May
















planted hollyhock seeds. which my grandpa gave to me. I adore the little white notes he wrote to label the seeds. I've planted them along the tallest part of my wooden fence. I can't wait to see them.

also sowed some morning glory seeds which my mother had collected for me. she discovered them growing up an elderly woman's fence. apparently, they are mini-morning glories.


















some of the basil has been moved outside. soon into bigger pots.

















wild violets. they are weeds, basically. growing everywhere in my yard. I've been digging up clumps and moving them to flower beds. because they are pretty & purple, weeds.

this past weekend I saw Kris Kristofferson play at the Orpheum. it was just him, his guitar and a harmonica. I felt a little overwhelmed by the idea that I was actually seeing him in person.

it is almost May. I have dresses to make my niece. and I'm feeling burdened by home ownership. and frankly, am once again, very uncertain about how to feel regarding my bday.

4.01.2009

new favorite














william eggleston
.
not new, but a new favorite photographer of mine.

colorful & southern.