finding this or that

so much of what I write here, and what I think about when not here, is about what to be doing. am ever wondering if I missed my signal, or the moment, or made the wrong or right decision. but I know this is part of what living is, and that many of us wander focused or not. looking for answers, and then questioning what those answers are.

then sometimes I stop myself, and remind myself that though the future should be considered, it is actually the present that needs to be minded/enjoyed/experienced. 

this weekend we are being visited by two good souls from Kansas. and they'll pretty much keep my mind on only the fun & adventure of being together for these next few days. 

and then next week I can get back to questioning my steps for this future path.